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In spite of the funny title, I am not in a playful mood. At all. in fact, i feel like the biggest pile of crap ever. Like hands down, i have never, ever, ever felt as terrible as i do right now. I am in so much psychological pain. And, worst of all, i have no idea why i feel like this. With all of my other deep funks, there was a reason for it, one that i could identify and tell someone about. This time, the only truly bad thing that happened to me was that I got lost trying to get to my school at night. But honestly, considering the other things that have happened while I was driving, this is nothing. So, yeah, i have no real reason for feeling the way that i do, and the icing on the shit cake that is my life right now, is that my creativity as been severely lessened, to the point where i can barely come up with anything for my characters to do. It hurts. It really does. 

I'm hopefully going to get an appointment with the doctor on Monday, but until then, i guess I'm just gonna have to do a lot of crying and moping, and forcing food down my throat, seeing as how I'm losing my appetite. Please pray for me, I'm seriously loosing it.
  • Listening to: Thomas sanders
  • Watching: Thomas Sanders
  • Eating: a pizza thing i made.
  • Drinking: black raspberry Sparkling Ice

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    Liu awoke to the smell of an incredibly pleasant aroma. Sitting up from his spot on the couch, the dog sniffed the air. He could smell meat cooking and…something else. This foreign smell intrigued him, so he crawled from his bed, and followed his nose.
    The delectable smell brought him into the kitchen, where he saw L.J making something in a skillet. The clown looked down at the feral boy that had wandered in, and smiled at him.
    “Well good morning, sleepy head! I hope you had a good rest.” L.J said cheerfully. Liu nodded. He did have a very good sleep. The couch was so soft and comfortable. It definitely beat sleeping on solid stone surrounded by past meals.
    “I’m happy to hear it! Well, breakfast’s almost ready, so can you go get the others?” L.J asked. Liu barked in a way that sounded like agreement, and trotted up the stairs.
    He wasn’t entirely sure which door belonged to who, so he just decided to try them all. He approached one, and pushed on it. It didn’t open. Liu frowned in confusion. How was he supposed to open it? That’s when he noticed a strange round thing coming out of the door.
    He figured that would open it, so he reached for it. Unfortunately, he couldn’t get a good grip on it. His paws weren’t built for this kind of thing, and he didn’t know how to turn it. Out of frustration, he abandoned trying to open the door, and instead decided to just bang on it with his fist until he heard the door open.
    A very annoyed looking Eyeless Jack came out maskless, with nothing but his pajama pants on. He glared down at Liu with dripping sockets.
    “What?” He snapped. Liu began to awkwardly pantomime the action of going and eating breakfast. After a few minutes of blank staring, he finally got it.
    “Oh, breakfast. Okay, we’ll be down in a minute.” E.J said. From behind him, Liu could see Ben laying on his stomach on the bed, doing something that involved lights, and beeping noises.
    After that, he just went from door to door, banging on each one, until each inhabitant came out, and learned that breakfast was on the table. Finally he came to the last door, and knocked. This time, Jeff came out, but only after a few more knocks. He looked exhausted, pressed against the doorframe, staring out at nothing with his mouth slightly open. When his eyes slid down and noticed Liu, he smiled tiredly at him.
    “Hey, buddy. What’s up?” He asked, beginning his sentence with a yawn. Liu gave a worried whimper.
    “Hmmm? Oh, it’s okay. I just didn’t sleep real well last night.” Jeff said, eyes starting to glaze with sleep deprivation. Liu then began to awkwardly pantomime again, trying to tell him that breakfast was ready. Jeff gave him the vacant, dead look of  a zombie, before he finally got it.
    “Oh, breakfast! Okay, I’ll be down in a minute.” Jeff said. Liu just smiled, and went back downstairs.
    By that time, L.J had finished cooking, and Liu could smell the prepared food. His mouth watered at the delightful smells wafting in from the kitchen. Liu scampered into the kitchen, and saw L.J putting strips of meat on several plates, along with round, white things, and stacks of flat, brown, round things. The brown things had a very sweet smell to them, which made Liu very curious, as well as incredibly hungry. L.J saw him, and smiled. Liu proceeded to pantomime that he’d gotten everyone up, and that they were on their way downstairs.
    “Great! I’ll get your plate ready, so take a seat.” L.J said. Liu nodded, and lept onto one of the chairs, amazing L.J with the fact that the chair didn’t topple over. Liu perched on the chair, watching L.J put food on his plate.
    “Now, you’ll have to wait for the others to get here.” L.J said, and set a plate with one of everything that he’d cooked. Liu was a bit miffed that he wasn’t allowed to eat, but still obeyed.
    Luckily for him, it wasn’t long until the other members of the household started coming downstairs. The table was almost completely full of people, when Liu and L.J noticed that Jeff wasn’t there. L.J was about to go and see what was taking his killer so long, when Jeff stumbled into the kitchen, and sat in the available seat next to Liu.
    Ben turned to Jeff, and saw how exhausted he looked.
    “Jesus, what’s wrong with your face?” Ben asked, grinning. Jeff growled, picked up a spoon, and shot part of a sausage right at Ben’s face. The elf glared at him, and reached for his own silverware. The sound of Slendy clearing his throat was the only thing that kept a food war from breaking out at the breakfast table. Both boys just resumed sitting in their places, glaring at each other. Liu just breathed a sigh of relief.
    “But seriously, Jeffy, honey, you look exhausted. Didn’t you get much sleep?” L.J asked. Jeff sighed.
    “No, not really. I…had a lot on my mind.” He said, looking at Liu, who looked away guiltily. L.J understood, and just looked back at the meal, cleared his throat, and declared that they could eat.
    L.J had just barely said the last word of his sentence when Liu suddenly started gulping down half of his plate, shoveling food into his mouth with his bare hands. The entire table was staring at him with a mixture of fright, surprise, and disgust. Liu only slowed down when he caught their nauseated expressions, and returned them with a look of, “what?”
    “Try to go slower on your food, Liu.” Jeff advised.
    “And please use the silverware.” Masky chimed in, looking at him in disgust. Liu gave him a vacant look that told him that he had no idea what he was talking about. Masky sighed, and decided to show him what he meant, by picking up a fork, stabbing it into part of his pancake, cutting it off, and eating it, all in an exaggerated way so that he could understand.
    Liu kind of got it, and after locating the correct silverware, he clutched both in his fists, and attempted to do what Masky had showed him. As expected, all that resulted from it was a mess, and the chunk of pancake that he had attempted to eat wound up on the floor.
    Masky face palmed, Ben giggled, L.J patted a very disheartened Liu on the back for his effort, and Jeff glared at Ben in murderous hatred until the elf went silent again.
    “It’s okay, you’ll get it.” L.J said, which prompted a very happy, lopsided smile from Liu. Jeff grinned at his baby brother, and patted him on the head.
    “With practice. You’ll see, you’ll get better, so long as you practice.” Jeff said encouragingly.
    After breakfast, Jeff and L.J were helping Masky and Hoody clean up, while Liu just wandered around the living room.
    “So which one of you’re going to be the one to teach the dog table manners?” Hoody asked. Jeff snarled at him, and turned to make sure Liu hadn’t heard him. Thankfully, it didn’t appear that he had, since he was now just sitting on the floor, staring at the wall.
    “Don’t call him that!” Jeff hissed at Hoody. Even Masky gave him a disapproving look.
    “Like Jeff said, he’ll learn. We just have to be patient with him.” Masky said, surprising Jeff a bit with how supportive he was being. Hoody sighed.
    “Yeah, I guess you’re right.” He said. However, at that moment, he looked up at Liu, and noticed that he still wasn’t moving from his position in front of the wall.
    “Hey, you okay?” Hoody asked. Masky, Jeff, and L.J all looked at Liu, but the boy did nothing. Suddenly, they noticed a puddle of urine leaking out from his pants.
    “Oh God!” Hoody screamed, startling Liu. Jeff immediately ran over, grabbed his brother, and carried him off to the bathroom. Masky and L.J grabbed paper towels and carpet cleaner, and started to clean up the mess.
    “So, he just needs time, right?” Hoody asked. Masky sighed.
    “Yes, a lot of time. And patience.”
    In the bathroom, Jeff had instructed Liu to remove his clothes and get in the bath. Now the feral boy was washing himself off, whimpering to try and apologize for what Jeff was so mad about.
    “You can’t just pee wherever you want, Liu! Look, next time, if you need to go, use the toilet!” Jeff instructed, pointing at the toilet bowl located near the shower. Liu looked at it in confusion. That’s what that was? He just assumed that it was a really weird chair or fancy drinking bowl or something. He didn’t know it was something you peed into.
    Liu looked at Jeff in surprise, and the killer understood that his little brother honestly had no idea how the fuck a toilet worked. Sighing, Jeff went over to the toilet.
    “Okay, since you can’t stand up, this is how you would use it: you lift up the lid, but keep the actual seat part down, sit on it, and just pee into the bowl.” Jeff instructed. Liu tried to absorb it. This new world sure did have a lot of rules. It was going to be a challenge to learn them all.
    Jeff, however, was getting slightly discouraged. Having Liu remember things was going to be exactly like teaching an infant.
    “Oh well,” he thought, “like Masky said, he’ll learn. He’ll learn.”
AWJTK Fanfic ch. 7
The Creepypastas are getting Liu used to more things in their world.



AWJTK belongs to Sapphiresenthiss


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    Jeff groaned to himself quietly, turning over in his bed. Pulling off his sleep mask, Jeff looked at his digital clock. It read 2:00 A.M. Sighing, he just stared up at the ceiling, listening to his boyfriend snore next to him.
    No matter what he tried, the killer just couldn’t get to sleep. After everything that’d happened yesterday, he was just so wound up.
    Admitting defeat, Jeff silently proclaimed sleep to be a lost cause, and got out of bed, careful not to disturb the clown sleeping next to him.
    Jeff quietly snuck downstairs, where he saw his brother sleeping on the couch. Careful not to make any noise, Jeff walked to the front of the couch so he could get a better look at him.
    By that point, Liu had uncurled himself from his ball, and was sprawled out on the couch, arms above his head, and one leg dangling off of the couch. There was a trickle of drool coming out of his mouth as he snorted.
    Jeff smiled, and had to suppress a laugh when he saw him stir, waving his arms and legs like he was running.
    The moonlight pulled his attention away from his sleeping brother. It really was a gorgeous night. Any other night, he would have been out there, carving apart as many people as possible. But not tonight. Tonight, he just didn’t have the energy. But, that didn’t mean that he couldn’t still enjoy the evening.
    As quietly as possible, Jeff crept out the front door, looking around the strangely quiet outside world. He breathed out a deep sigh. Things certainly had been…eventful lately. His baby brother was alive, and in the house right now. He was still having a hard time believing it.
    Taking a few steps, Jeff remembered all the times that he’d waited out there, hoping to catch a glimpse of him.
    “How had he survived for so long out here?” He thought to himself. Images of Liu foraging through dead leaves, being chased by larger animals, falling out of trees, almost drowning, getting cut up and bruised out in the woods, and huddled up in some cave, trying his hardest not to freeze to death all ran through his head before he could stop them. The mere thought of what his baby brother must have endured out there was more than he could take.
    “No, don’t think about it! Don’t focus on it. You didn’t even know he was alive. Just be glad that you were able to help him. He’s safe now.” Jeff told himself.
    “But he wouldn’t even have NEEDED saving if it weren’t for you.” His mind mocked cruelly. Jeff tried to shake the thought away.
    “No, stop, I can’t think like that!” Jeff hissed.
    “But it’s true. Liu wouldn’t have been out there at all if it hadn’t been for you.” His mind taunted.
    “I don’t know that!” Jeff tried feebly to rationalize.
    “You can’t lie to yourself!” His mind screamed, destroying any further protests that he might have had.
    “You know what you did! All of this is your fault! You’re the one who tried to kill him, you’re the one who left him there! You hurt him, and now he’s a mess! It’s your fault that he can’t speak, it’s your fault that he can’t stand! IT’S YOUR FAULT HE DOESN’T KNOW HIMSELF ANYMORE!!!” His subconscious was screaming at him, the force of his own self-loathing bringing him to his knees.
    He crouched on the ground, his head swimming with mental agony, as he sobbed like a child. How could he have done this? How could he have allowed for this to happen? How could he have harmed his brother in such a way?
    “He loved you. He loved you enough to take the fall for something that was entirely your fault. And how did you repay him? With a knife literally plunged into his back.” His mind sneered. Jeff was choking on his sorrow. Suddenly, he felt as though he were only 5 years old. He was sad, and scared, and everything just seemed big, loud, and dark. He didn’t know what to do, or where to go. He just felt so lost and alone.
    “M-Mommy.” Jeff whimpered out in his panic. His inner voice laughed at him.
    “’Mommy’? How precious. Too bad she’s dead. You killed her, along with your father. How do you think your baby brother is going to take that?” It jeered at him. Jeff was sobbing even harder.
    “he’ll hate you. You know he will. Once he finds out what happened, he’ll leave you, he’ll abandon you, just like you abandoned him.” Jeff could barely breath. It was right, the voice was right. He’d done this. He’d hurt him. He wouldn’t blame him for hating him.
    But, in spite of everything, he knew. He knew that no matter what he did in the past, nothing mattered outside of helping him now. His baby brother was back, and he needed him. Even if it didn’t erase his sins, he was going to help Liu.
    “He may hate me, but that doesn’t matter! I’m going to help him, I’m going to bring him back to sanity, and I’m going to hunt down the bastards that did this to him, and make them pay!” Jeff said out loud. Of course, nothing answered him.
    Jeff sighed. While helping his brother was his top priority, he had absolutely no idea where to start. He didn’t even know the extent of the damage, let alone what to do to cure a broken mind. Hell, he himself was damaged, how was he supposed to know what to do?!
    Then there was also the fact that he didn’t have even the slightest idea who had done this to him in the first place, and so finding them was so far out of the question.
    “This is going to be pretty tough.” He admitted to himself. The night air was beginning to get chillier, so Jeff retreated back inside. By now, the sun was just starting to peak over the horizon, and at the sight of the first signs of daybreak, Jeff suddenly realized just how tired he actually was. He yawned, and as he did, his eyes rested on Liu, who was now laying on his stomach, mouth leaving a sizeable puddle of drool on his pillow.
    Jeff smiled at him. No matter how challenging, no matter how grueling, he would make him better again.
    “You’ll be fine.” Jeff whispered to him.
    “I promise you, you’ll be okay again.”
AWJTK Fanfic ch. 6
Finally managed to get this part up! Sorry for the wait, but my internet connection is crap.


AWJTK belongs to Sapphiresenthiss


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Elegant Leeds
Well, the Devil's baby momma needs to look cute every once in a while.


Made with Doll Divine


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Elegant Karen
Just Karen being the ever fabulous witch mama that she is.


Made with Doll Divine



Art by inkscribble


Karen is mine
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In spite of the funny title, I am not in a playful mood. At all. in fact, i feel like the biggest pile of crap ever. Like hands down, i have never, ever, ever felt as terrible as i do right now. I am in so much psychological pain. And, worst of all, i have no idea why i feel like this. With all of my other deep funks, there was a reason for it, one that i could identify and tell someone about. This time, the only truly bad thing that happened to me was that I got lost trying to get to my school at night. But honestly, considering the other things that have happened while I was driving, this is nothing. So, yeah, i have no real reason for feeling the way that i do, and the icing on the shit cake that is my life right now, is that my creativity as been severely lessened, to the point where i can barely come up with anything for my characters to do. It hurts. It really does. 

I'm hopefully going to get an appointment with the doctor on Monday, but until then, i guess I'm just gonna have to do a lot of crying and moping, and forcing food down my throat, seeing as how I'm losing my appetite. Please pray for me, I'm seriously loosing it.
  • Listening to: Thomas sanders
  • Watching: Thomas Sanders
  • Eating: a pizza thing i made.
  • Drinking: black raspberry Sparkling Ice

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